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Saturday, May 09, 2009
Perfect It's gonna be a short post. Hahaahahaha. Just bear with it lah. (Y) Like woah, time really flies like nobody business and hahaha I am sixteen. Not very excited about it and ya just not excited like last few years. I used to think that birthday is the most important to anyone on Earth. But not now, everyday is so special and so precious to me. Perhap it all changes after some unfortunate incident. I really learn how to cherish things and of course not taking things for granted cos you never know when and where things will just disappeared away from your hands. Nothing is forever except for love. Love the people around you. Love yourself. And of course, live to the fullest cos everyday that is spent with your loved one is so special, so memorable. It might just be some insignificant things but it is when you lose it, you will know the importance of it. Start to talk like a woman yeah. Hhahahaha. My mum wrote me a letter and it really reaches my heart and made me cry all the bad things out in my heart. Worried too. I hope everything will go well and fine. I really hope so. Please. I really hope nothing will happen. I had some bad days this week. Some disheartening and sad thing striked me. If you are sensitive, you will notice lah. Yeah, I am unhappy this week. Not because of exam. But some other things. I am a good pretender so I dont think anyone will notice. I am just good in pretending and hiding my emotion. I am not the usual mandy everyday. I am tired of faking up and putting on a mask to hide my feeling. But it all goes so natuarally. I am kinda used to it now. Sometimes I dont even know if I am happy or sad. Pathetice. Well, hope things will go fine. I wish all my friends and family will be healthy and happy. And I love you guys. Especially mum, dad, brother, huiwen, huimin, yuping, sery, kaiwen, khaiseng, farhan and lerchen for the wonderful day spent. Thanks for making me happy today. This will be the most perfect bday ever in my life. Hahahaha. Big girls dont cry. I will try man. Big girls need a complete change in wardrobe and dress sense and hairstyle and frangrance. Lololololololol. After MYE. Teehee. (Y) Lazy to post picture. Soon (: |