Thursday, April 09, 2009
one more month baby
11:21 PM

Oh well, I told so many people that I will blog today. Hahahaha. Cos it's just one more month to my sixteen birthday. I shall blog before I reach sixteen(?) I supposed this will be my last fifteen-years-old entry. I can officially announced to be on hiatus after this post. Well, we shall see.
Okay, I am freaking boiling excited. My birthday is on Vesak day this year(ahem, please take note) And my mum insisted to have a whole day of vegetarian. Oh no, I want my birthday to be food-worshipping with steamboat/bbq/buffet/fried fattening food/prata/nutella/strawberry jam/peanut butter/pizza/sushi/spicy thai food. Urgh. Think I should put the Mandy's Food-Worshipping day just one day before Vesak day. As everyone know, Mandy's birthday is alway Food-worshipping day. (insert proud face)
Haiyer. My cousin's birthday is just one day before me.
And I dont like lor. We used to celebrate our birthday together when we were young(full month- 2 years old). Wahlau, he stole my limelight lor because he was like a boy. And the worst thing is we are both same age and born in same hospital and shared the same doctor(or nurses) who helped to bring us to moral world(I supposed). His mum which is my aunt shared the same ward as my mum after giving brith. How interesting. And my grandma was like so happy because in just two days, she got two grandchildren and easy for her, she can take care of two person in the same time. Fair mah. HAHAHAHA. And I very angry lor. Cos I have to share my birthday cake with him for 2 years?! And the birthday cake will always have words like "Happy Birthday to James and Mandy Cheong". Machiam like wedding lidat -.-
And okay, I sound so bitch?!.
But I get to have my own cake after two years old. But from Primary 2 onward, I dont have a birthday cake cos my dad replaced birthday cake with pizza. Pizza with the candle hor. How sweet. Hahahaha. My mum told me that in older days when a girl reach sixteen, it will be her time for marriage. Marriage?! Wtf?
No. I cant survive with a man for 84 years. Supposely I can live to a ripe age of 100. Well, that was lame. I just wanna spend my lifetime with my camera and best canva shoe. Probably not Everlast but Converse because Everlast just played me out for being so unresistable from excessive friction. And also my best bag with five loaves of bread and strawberry jam and my favourite hat
I seem to fall in love with hats recently. I dunno why for fuck I got so many hats for. Oh no, I just commited one of the worst mistake in my life. Splurging blindly on useless stuff. Save me. I think I need to visit flea markets soon to search for cheap and pretty item. But right now, I got to save like shit. Cos I waste money on hats and dresses.
I need a bag.
Tote bag/box bag/picnic bag/plastic bag whatever bag.
Just give me a bag.
I need shoe.
Loafer/plimsoll/fedora/heels/slipper/whatever shoe.
Just give me a shoe.
What had happened to me? I must be under way too much stress. *sigh*
I am still deciding which camera to spend my lifetime on. Perhap Nikon D90? My dad is investing on me, you see. He is sponsoring me. Hohhohohohoho. My dad never failed to make my day. He is always there whenever I need him. His endless encouragement and support is what that pick me up. Dad, you are the best. Always.
Oh yes. I am still trying to accept _ and _ as a silver band. I am still trying to get over the shocking result for SYF`09. Believe me, I am trying my very best. I think I had jumped out of the pool of disappointment even though I feel heartache when I come to think about it. But it is okay people. Jvcb still owns, I think. I know we can do it. Flying high(the score) is taken away from us. But to be rest assured, Jvcb will still fly even if you try to break our wings. We will stay strong and united. I feel weird, for not needed to attend band practices anymore. I am still not ready to step down, officially leaving the band. It takes time. Things happened like lightning and when we looked back, SYF is already over. It is time to move on and dont ever look back. Jvcb, I believe in you. Juniors, I believed in you too. Like what Tiactiac said, improvement have to be made and mistakes have to be learnt. Lets us all be as united as now and make even greater music, bringing Jvcb to a higher level. You know what, I believe. I love you all. I miss band. Especially this batch. Jvcb is the best thing that happened to me in these four years in Jurongville. Thank god, for allowing me to meeet such great people.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
And please hor, study period is rubbish. Screw that person who suggest such stupid ideas. Come band and study, might as well ask us go jump. Totally nonsense. Nevermind, we shall sightread some score. Heck the whatever study period. Who cares. Yipeeeeee.
I wanna pick out cello and oboe and trombone. I wanna pick out popping and rnb. I wanna perm my hair. No dyeing of hairs please. I am still not prepared. I want Disneyland. I want ampio musica II. I wanna play Machu Picchu/Persis Overture/Where never larks nor eagle flew/ Third Symphony. Lol. Just play only mah. Hahahaha. I wanna do social work. I wanna take pretty scenery photograph. I wanna walk the southern ridge trail again. I wanna visit hortpark again. I wanna play guitar in the bandstore with bandgeeks. I wanna to picnic on pretty sunday morning. I wanna visit the beach. I wanna spend one whole day in town, chilling in Starbucks walking aimlessly. I wanna pick up cooking. Roflmao. I wanna make the best shepherd pie on earth. There's so so so so so so so so so so so many things to do. I supposed 2010 will be a great year! :D
I think I wanna go polytechnic. I think it suit me more. JC is so not me. Well, this is rather subjective lah. See lah. Hahahah
Come to think of my ambitions. HAHAHAHA. Dont laugh people. Serious. Dont laugh.
1)Doctor
2)Biologist/Researcher
3) Socialogist
4) Counsellor
5) Volunteer
6) Forensics working for police
7) Camp Instructor
8) Explorer/traveller
You wanna know the reason. Tag me. Hahahaha. Just ask me personally lor. I too shy to write on blog. Hahaha.
I am not abit to rational. I am an emotional person very irrational. I hate logics. That's why I detest Physics. I think it s dry and boring. I cannot face machine everyday. I will die. You can kill me. I prefer work to have relationship with other people, helping themself to solve their problem mentally and physically. Well, dont you think I am thinking so farrrrrrrrr away? Os first lah dey.
Hb never failed to make my jaws dropped like crazy. It is so unbelievable. He got so many hidden talent. This guy dance?! Wtf. Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance?! And this guy play jazz set. Wtf. Jazz set, jazz set, jazz set, jazz set, jazz set, jazz set?! I am totally so speechless about him. He never failed to make me shock. I got a shock of my life when he told me he dance. Hahahaha. I think this guy is cute to certain extent. He asked me to feature him in my blog. How _____ is him hor? See, Mandy is good. I told you.
Last post. Next post on vesak day? Hahahaha. MYE coming. Time to stay focused and start revision. Ohmygod. *trembling* I am scared lah serious. I cannot screw out this time. Ahhhhhhhh. I need to catch up liao lor. My class so many chiongster. Wtf.
And buy me an orange daisy on my bithday which is exactly one month away from now. And I will love you to bits and pieces. Love you guys especially Jvcbananas.
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