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Thursday, April 16, 2009
swing baby swing .jpg) !)(*%$#$%^&*I feel like burning my physics book/note/file and whatever. I hate physics, period. I HATE PHYSICS! (I will TRY my best to luvvvvvvvvv it :/) I am not happy. I am not sad too. I am not feeling good for sure. Ah, hormone work. zzzzzzzzzz. I should feel happy cos I was productive ytdd. I complete 3 chapters of chemistry (PWNZXZ) I should not feel happy cos I am not productive today. zzzzzzzzz. My computer seduced me. Wtf. D: I am starting all the sciences this week. Hope I can finish compounding 10 chapters of Chemistry and 7 chapters of Biology this week. Not hope pls. Is must. I have 8 sets of Emaths paper not completed yet. Ohmyfuckinggod. Next week will be a torture. D: Double angles is driving me crazy too. I really hope to score well for MYE so lets hope for the best yeah. I will just give in my best shot and no regret man :B As long I give in my best, I dont care what will happened next. Argh, I gonna be on task later. Physics, I want to marry you. Yes, I swear I will. - Freaking.True.Please Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. Hahahah. PWNZZXZX. - Come to think of something that I really look forward to. I am makan-ing KFC with Haman. tmrr. I miss KFC so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhha. I miss cheese fries and zinger like @!#$%^&*( And I am going to esplanade library with Sery and Kaiwen to mug from morning to evening on saturday. Then night walk around the town and night movies. And Ler Chen is tagging along. It's gonna be sooooooooooooo interesting. And after MYE, I am going to hike and ride and climb and crawl and eat seafood with Weiting and Boonjun and i-dunno-who-else. And AFTER THAT, IT WILL BE MY BIRTHDAY! Wakaakakakaka. I really wanna spend with quality time with my close friends especially the gossip clique. Hahahah, I'm like drifted alr lor. I wanna hike and take photographs leh :/ Okay. Hb wears black flame spec and I wear black flame spec too :B He says he is cute and what and what and what. But I dont think so. Rofl. Wtf am I talking. Nonsense only. And he asks me to ask you guys if you wanna go Deyi Military Band concert this coming June. Cos he is freakingly playing the jazz set during the concert. Hahahaha. So support yeah! Oh if you are interested, pls tell me kays? Eh, noob bubby cum brother, no everlast shoe yeah. PLZXZXZXZXZX! K. Whatever. Good day people. I love you all.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
one more month baby  Oh well, I told so many people that I will blog today. Hahahaha. Cos it's just one more month to my sixteen birthday. I shall blog before I reach sixteen(?) I supposed this will be my last fifteen-years-old entry. I can officially announced to be on hiatus after this post. Well, we shall see.Okay, I am freaking boiling excited. My birthday is on Vesak day this year(ahem, please take note) And my mum insisted to have a whole day of vegetarian. Oh no, I want my birthday to be food-worshipping with steamboat/bbq/buffet/fried fattening food/prata/nutella/strawberry jam/peanut butter/pizza/sushi/spicy thai food. Urgh. Think I should put the Mandy's Food-Worshipping day just one day before Vesak day. As everyone know, Mandy's birthday is alway Food-worshipping day. (insert proud face) Haiyer. My cousin's birthday is just one day before me. And I dont like lor. We used to celebrate our birthday together when we were young(full month- 2 years old). Wahlau, he stole my limelight lor because he was like a boy. And the worst thing is we are both same age and born in same hospital and shared the same doctor(or nurses) who helped to bring us to moral world(I supposed). His mum which is my aunt shared the same ward as my mum after giving brith. How interesting. And my grandma was like so happy because in just two days, she got two grandchildren and easy for her, she can take care of two person in the same time. Fair mah. HAHAHAHA. And I very angry lor. Cos I have to share my birthday cake with him for 2 years?! And the birthday cake will always have words like "Happy Birthday to James and Mandy Cheong". Machiam like wedding lidat -.- And okay, I sound so bitch?!. But I get to have my own cake after two years old. But from Primary 2 onward, I dont have a birthday cake cos my dad replaced birthday cake with pizza. Pizza with the candle hor. How sweet. Hahahaha. My mum told me that in older days when a girl reach sixteen, it will be her time for marriage. Marriage?! Wtf? No. I cant survive with a man for 84 years. Supposely I can live to a ripe age of 100. Well, that was lame. I just wanna spend my lifetime with my camera and best canva shoe. Probably not Everlast but Converse because Everlast just played me out for being so unresistable from excessive friction. And also my best bag with five loaves of bread and strawberry jam and my favourite hat I seem to fall in love with hats recently. I dunno why for fuck I got so many hats for. Oh no, I just commited one of the worst mistake in my life. Splurging blindly on useless stuff. Save me. I think I need to visit flea markets soon to search for cheap and pretty item. But right now, I got to save like shit. Cos I waste money on hats and dresses. I need a bag. Tote bag/box bag/picnic bag/plastic bag whatever bag. Just give me a bag. I need shoe. Loafer/plimsoll/fedora/heels/slipper/whatever shoe. Just give me a shoe. What had happened to me? I must be under way too much stress. *sigh* I am still deciding which camera to spend my lifetime on. Perhap Nikon D90? My dad is investing on me, you see. He is sponsoring me. Hohhohohohoho. My dad never failed to make my day. He is always there whenever I need him. His endless encouragement and support is what that pick me up. Dad, you are the best. Always. Oh yes. I am still trying to accept _ and _ as a silver band. I am still trying to get over the shocking result for SYF`09. Believe me, I am trying my very best. I think I had jumped out of the pool of disappointment even though I feel heartache when I come to think about it. But it is okay people. Jvcb still owns, I think. I know we can do it. Flying high(the score) is taken away from us. But to be rest assured, Jvcb will still fly even if you try to break our wings. We will stay strong and united. I feel weird, for not needed to attend band practices anymore. I am still not ready to step down, officially leaving the band. It takes time. Things happened like lightning and when we looked back, SYF is already over. It is time to move on and dont ever look back. Jvcb, I believe in you. Juniors, I believed in you too. Like what Tiactiac said, improvement have to be made and mistakes have to be learnt. Lets us all be as united as now and make even greater music, bringing Jvcb to a higher level. You know what, I believe. I love you all. I miss band. Especially this batch. Jvcb is the best thing that happened to me in these four years in Jurongville. Thank god, for allowing me to meeet such great people. I LOVE YOU ALL! And please hor, study period is rubbish. Screw that person who suggest such stupid ideas. Come band and study, might as well ask us go jump. Totally nonsense. Nevermind, we shall sightread some score. Heck the whatever study period. Who cares. Yipeeeeee. I wanna pick out cello and oboe and trombone. I wanna pick out popping and rnb. I wanna perm my hair. No dyeing of hairs please. I am still not prepared. I want Disneyland. I want ampio musica II. I wanna play Machu Picchu/Persis Overture/Where never larks nor eagle flew/ Third Symphony. Lol. Just play only mah. Hahahaha. I wanna do social work. I wanna take pretty scenery photograph. I wanna walk the southern ridge trail again. I wanna visit hortpark again. I wanna play guitar in the bandstore with bandgeeks. I wanna to picnic on pretty sunday morning. I wanna visit the beach. I wanna spend one whole day in town, chilling in Starbucks walking aimlessly. I wanna pick up cooking. Roflmao. I wanna make the best shepherd pie on earth. There's so so so so so so so so so so so many things to do. I supposed 2010 will be a great year! :D I think I wanna go polytechnic. I think it suit me more. JC is so not me. Well, this is rather subjective lah. See lah. Hahahah Come to think of my ambitions. HAHAHAHA. Dont laugh people. Serious. Dont laugh. 1)Doctor 2)Biologist/Researcher 3) Socialogist 4) Counsellor 5) Volunteer 6) Forensics working for police 7) Camp Instructor 8) Explorer/traveller You wanna know the reason. Tag me. Hahahaha. Just ask me personally lor. I too shy to write on blog. Hahaha. I am not abit to rational. I am an emotional person very irrational. I hate logics. That's why I detest Physics. I think it s dry and boring. I cannot face machine everyday. I will die. You can kill me. I prefer work to have relationship with other people, helping themself to solve their problem mentally and physically. Well, dont you think I am thinking so farrrrrrrrr away? Os first lah dey. Hb never failed to make my jaws dropped like crazy. It is so unbelievable. He got so many hidden talent. This guy dance?! Wtf. Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance?! And this guy play jazz set. Wtf. Jazz set, jazz set, jazz set, jazz set, jazz set, jazz set?! I am totally so speechless about him. He never failed to make me shock. I got a shock of my life when he told me he dance. Hahahaha. I think this guy is cute to certain extent. He asked me to feature him in my blog. How _____ is him hor? See, Mandy is good. I told you. Last post. Next post on vesak day? Hahahaha. MYE coming. Time to stay focused and start revision. Ohmygod. *trembling* I am scared lah serious. I cannot screw out this time. Ahhhhhhhh. I need to catch up liao lor. My class so many chiongster. Wtf. And buy me an orange daisy on my bithday which is exactly one month away from now. And I will love you to bits and pieces. Love you guys especially Jvcbananas. Saturday, April 04, 2009
flying high, still  No matter what, I still love JVCB.I LOVE JVCB! Yesterday was great. We did well. We really did. We flew and soared like nobody's business. That was the best we played. Everybody was in the music. The soloists was good. I was so proud of them. I wanted to hug Jianing after she played her parts. She did it! I was so happy after the performance. I pinned the hope high. I believed everybody did. We stand a good chances, just to touch the four letters medal. Even Mr rasull told us that we had a chance of getting gold. Band directors from other bands were shocked at our tremendous improvement. Everyone was happy and excited to sit in the hall for the result. I hugged Atiqah for the jobs well done. So with the hope high up, we went into the hall for our result. I held Jinyang and Huiwen's hand. We were holding hand, and feeling so excited about it. So the anouncement of result started. Other bands who obtained a silver medal were cheering so loudly. I cant imagine if we got the four letters medal. " Band number 87, Jurongville Secondary School ...." I swear I was chanting. My head was down with my eyes shut tight. My fingers interlocked with Huiwen's and Jinyang's. My palm was sweating. "Gold, gold, gold" I chanted. And the cursed 'S' word spoiled everything. Nobody clapped. Other band clapped for us. Our dream just shattered. I released my hand slowly from Huiwen's and Jinyang's. I put my spec into my blazer. I put my hands on my face. Tears just cant stop flowing. I felt Felyna and Jinyang's pat. I dont care. I just cried. I dont think we deserved a silver. We walked out the room, with unspeakable emotions. I hugged Vania and Atiqah. We cried with my head on each other's shoulder. Mr rasull was sad. I saw his face. He feel with us, he looked sad, very sad. The band was so down. I felt like punching Joel Chia and Faith Ang hrad on their face. Serious. Nobody was talking in the bus. I was cursing a former bronze band who obtained a silver medal when playing a grade 3 piece this year deep down my heart. I feel like frying them. Everybody was sad. Some had their tears flowing when listening to the recording. I wanted to shout at the judges. And Alice Gan. I wanted to scream at her for her unlucky draw, for our turn after the Hwa Chong. Hwa chong is good, I admit. They are goddamn good. The piece they played was amazing. Ten times magician than Flying high. I swear I wanna pee when I heard them outside the stage. The horn sound as if they are triumphing the sky, celebrating their deserving victory. I got hooked on that piece. We are okay with Hwa chong getting a GWH. They deserved it. In fact, I felt happy for them. I can understand their excitment after they know their result. They used to be silver band you see. But this time, they were really very good. I think the judge had found the maximium standard of Singapore secondary band. Bands after Hwa chong all got silver. Even RGS, NYG, Dunman High, Cedars' girl got silver. Do you get it? Do you get what I am trying to say? I mean we stand more chance to touch gold if we are not behind Hwa Chong. We were just not lucky. And that former freaking bronze is so lucky. Bands playing that piece all get bronze and they freakingly get a silver. SYF is not fair. Competition is never fair. Do you know why JVCB is so sad? Cos we belive we can touch a gold. We believed we can do it. This is why JVCB is so down. We cried for 30 min outside the hall. Fine, you might think I am a sore loser or what. But I seriously think JVCB deserve more than silver. Well, it is not a time to push blame lah. Maybe because of some other factor? Argh, i still cant accept the fact that the former bronze band got the same medal as us. I cant accept the fact that JVCB is a silver band. Well, i will try to get over it. Soon. We need time. So we made our way to school. I think anybody, ANYONE can read kour faces. Our eyes were red. When I stepped into the band room, I heard Zany's solo. I cried again. I dunno how many time I cried. Dont bother asking me. And when I made my way to the toilet, I overheard some news. News that made me boiled up and cried even harder. They broke the wrong news at the wrong time. Is such a wrong time. Why people wanna take things away from us? First the jugdes, now you! But I am glad that my banana had made a decision. And that decision wont change. It will never change. And here's Mr Thomas with his super gust of adrenaline. I seriously dunno what is he high-ing about. Wtf. Cant he feel the band's atmosphere? We are like so down. "I am so happy! You guys get silver ! I drove into school and rushed all the way straight up!" This is when I started crying again. " Where's the band major ! " and he went to shake vania's hand. Vania was crying like so hard. She covered her mouth with another hands of hers. "Eh why so sad! Its good! You did the school proud." Our VP was so happy for us. I really dont understand why. WHY! I wanted to box him in his face. Urgh. BUT JVCB, I'M STILL VERY VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU! WE DID IT! My emotion is so affected. I feel like crying when I heard the recording. I cried when I read Adila's blog. This must be the B period. It feels like yesterday. I really cant forget how we struggle to maintain this silver medal. This silver medal dont come easy. It's all hard work. We improved so much. People are convinced. People think we are a gold band standard. We think we are a gold band standard. And that's enough. We will believe, and continued to believe. And we will work even harder to convince more people. Thanks, people! Thanks for being sucha great banana. I love you all. I shall decidated a post next time, just for you people. Every single one of you who make JVCB so special and unique. And here I am. Stepping down. Everything happened like a dream, so fast, so uncatchable. I used to tell myself, not to join band in my tertiary education. No matter what, band stop in secordary school. I am not going to join band anymore. But it changed. I am in love with band again. I fall in love with band again. I really love band. It gives me a sense of achievement when I played my running notes. It taught me alot of things. Band just conquered part of my life. I used to be looking forward to step down. But now, I want time to rewind. Rewind til before hongkong trip. I want things to happen again. No matter which band I get into in my tertiary studies, no band will replaced the place JVCB stand in my heart. I love you people. Now, I wanna cry again. My emotion is so not stable. I really love you people. It's from bottom of my heart. I really heart you people like tomato. Argh. Cant I dont step down? I am not ready for it. I dont care about Os lah. I dont want to step down. My eye hurt alot, and all swell up. Argh. I LOVE YOU ALL PEOPLE! You might think I am overly reacting. But let me tell you this, you cant never ever know how much the bananas love JVCB? Right, people? (beam) No matter what, I still love you. I still believe. And JVCB will continued to stand strong, soar even higher. I love you baby. And I'm excited about the concert. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Alumni playing Machu Picchu. Mr Chia guest conductor. He prepared like 20 pieces for us. And no pop pieces! YAY. We shall show the former bronze band people we are gold standard. Let's see who own. Happyhappyhappyhappyhappy. I dunno whether is confirmed not. Now I published it to the public and I hope they feel the peer pressure. Hhaahahaha. Lame. I feel so good after blogging. (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) JVCB IS GWH STANDARD IN MANDY'S HEART. A.L.W.A.Y.S F.O.R.E.V.E.R |
