Saturday, December 27, 2008
长大了
11:31 AM
Deleted the previous entry. I wanna ditch away all those emotional/stupid words under the control of the dumb hormones secreted from some stupid organs.
I dont wanna be sad or what.
I wanna a new happy 2009.
I want 2009 to be the brandnew start for everything.
All this days, I am thinking real hard. I somehow feel like wasting my time man. Life is so meaningless and draggy. I really cant stand slow moving lifestyle. I so want school to start and I can be really busy, leaving no spare time for me to ponder and waste time. I can be like so busy preparing for Os and never blog or come online.
I was inspired by someone.
One must be confident enough to success. One must be brave enough to dream and believed that you can. One must not be hestitant about dreams. If you think you cant, you cant. One must be confident enough to do many many many awesome things in life. This will be where you realised your fullest potential. One can do many many many many many things.
First.
Travel.
I want to left my parents at home and travel the world. Not those luxurious travelling with shopping or foods. But those budget independent travel that allows you to do more and see more, since it puts you in direct contact with locals and offers greater challenges. It also gives you extra sense of achievement and personal satisfaction
Well, it is less appealing but years down the road, you will never regretted. I mean in your life, how many times can you get experiences like this?
I dont wish to always travel with families. I mean you'll feel so protected. You'll have no worries for money/food/shelter literally everything. I dont wanna be a daddy's girl that always sticks my hand out for money. That's so stupid. I wanna be independent. I dont wish to depend on my parents anymore. But obviously I cant not depend on them now right. I am planning to go when I am 19. Hahaha, I am already planning. Hello, Europe here I come.
Did it sound like craps to you? Haha. TO YOU ONLY BUT NOT TO ME.
Second.
Voltuneering work.
I really wanna experience life in Africa, to help people. We are so fortunate to have a shelter, foods, moneys, clothes, education. And outside, there're so many less fortunate people suffering and dying. Spread the love baby, help them. This will be after Os.
Third.
Mug like crazy for Os. Start now! MUAHAHAHAHHA!
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