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Saturday, December 27, 2008
长大了  Deleted the previous entry. I wanna ditch away all those emotional/stupid words under the control of the dumb hormones secreted from some stupid organs. I dont wanna be sad or what. I wanna a new happy 2009. I want 2009 to be the brandnew start for everything. All this days, I am thinking real hard. I somehow feel like wasting my time man. Life is so meaningless and draggy. I really cant stand slow moving lifestyle. I so want school to start and I can be really busy, leaving no spare time for me to ponder and waste time. I can be like so busy preparing for Os and never blog or come online. I was inspired by someone. One must be confident enough to success. One must be brave enough to dream and believed that you can. One must not be hestitant about dreams. If you think you cant, you cant. One must be confident enough to do many many many awesome things in life. This will be where you realised your fullest potential. One can do many many many many many things. First. Travel. I want to left my parents at home and travel the world. Not those luxurious travelling with shopping or foods. But those budget independent travel that allows you to do more and see more, since it puts you in direct contact with locals and offers greater challenges. It also gives you extra sense of achievement and personal satisfaction Well, it is less appealing but years down the road, you will never regretted. I mean in your life, how many times can you get experiences like this? I dont wish to always travel with families. I mean you'll feel so protected. You'll have no worries for money/food/shelter literally everything. I dont wanna be a daddy's girl that always sticks my hand out for money. That's so stupid. I wanna be independent. I dont wish to depend on my parents anymore. But obviously I cant not depend on them now right. I am planning to go when I am 19. Hahaha, I am already planning. Hello, Europe here I come. Did it sound like craps to you? Haha. TO YOU ONLY BUT NOT TO ME. Second. Voltuneering work. I really wanna experience life in Africa, to help people. We are so fortunate to have a shelter, foods, moneys, clothes, education. And outside, there're so many less fortunate people suffering and dying. Spread the love baby, help them. This will be after Os. Third. Mug like crazy for Os. Start now! MUAHAHAHAHHA!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Recap I cut my hair -.- And I look hilarious I think. EH! Seriously roght, I dunno what to start a topic. I suck in blogging man. Cut the crap man, 5 more hours left. Mandy is a busy girl okay?! I'll be away from 21dec to 25dec. Dont miss me, baby. Just a quick recap.   Tchouckball friendly match.Oh well, our guys lose. Hmmm, predictable cos other party is national team -.- They got the best defender in the team lor. And eh he really dont miss a ball lor. Wtf. I was so pissed off with some menopaused man that day. He scold me for nothing lah. Bastard. Fuck him. I feel like drifting away from tchoukball. So long never go for training ): Hello, not I dont want go right? Cos everytime I wanna go, I got something on lor. Fish say the girls become pro already. They had beaten the C guys. I think I'm the lousiet liao lor. And sometimes, I dont feel like going to tchoukball cos of some menopaused old man. His presense really affects me, I dunno why lah. I feel so inferior when he is around. Damn it, I know he is like looking down on me lah. I dunno man, I think he dont like me. Fine, I dont like him either. I shall prove to him that I can jump and shot. Fuck that bastard inside out. -.- 6B'05 Chalet.  Wanyang's daddy drove us to Pasir ris. I think her daddy very cute lor. His jokes are the best man.  This is Wanying and Chenmin. They are the main chef of the day.
See lah. We are all so obsessed with self timer that we actually self-time while preparing food.  The Woman of the kitchen. See, she used two tongs!  Aiyah. The guy really CMI in cooking lah. Tsk!  SEEEEE! Self-timer again.  Some people attempted to put jelly on my head. -.-  Omfg, take a good at the guy with white spec! He is TanWeiNian. The fat boy last time had turned to like damn fit and macho lor. I was so shocked when I saw him lah. HE SLIMMED DOWN SO MUCH! He told me to try sushi-diet. So girls, try. Well, I dont sound convincing enough right? I shall post his Pri6 picture next time.  Jiu Kong's son  This is my dearest Jieying! I miss her so much lor.     Wahlau, see those guys lah. So fucking act cute -.- Especially TWN! You think you what!   MY CLIQUE! I LOVE THEM LIKE @#$%^&*(.  This is Mdm pua. My beloved teacher forever man. (: Actually I was kinda sad lor. I cant stay overnight cos I got camp on the next day. But it is really sweet as I get to meet all my long-lost friends. Seriously right, it has been like 1 years that I met them again. Well, some really changed alot in term of appearance. And I really hope that somebody will organising such events again. To catch up or whatever lah. And time really flies! We are all turning sixteen next year. How sad right?! Band Tutti @ JJC! Well, cool people in camp = cool camp! Meet alot of cool people lor. I actually dont feel like going on the first day one but as days goes by, I really enjoy myself in the camp. I was in the same group as BLCB Drum Major man. And I didnt know he is the drum major until he told me. Roflmao! He is "Cardigan". Whatever lah, he is K______. But make things easier, we called him cardigan. Like damn cool right? Cardigan! He is sort of my gossip clique lah, we gossip everytime lah. He can be a real bitch, trust me. Then he also talk alot one lor.  He is so looking like Utah lah!   Mandy and Mindy. So damn sisterly right? But Mindy really have a sister called Mandy -.- LMAO!  Oh man, here's Jason from YCMB. He said I look cute. (Oh thank you, I know) He got a really cool chinese name. I super love his introduction to his chinese name lah Da jia hao, wo de ming zi jiao zhuai zhuai (Hi, my name is fit fit) Direct translation lah duh. But funny lor. He is a showoff lor. He is a Philliphino Spanish who can speak 5 different language and play 7 instrument. Feel like smacking him lah. This is how he intro himself -.- But frankly speaking, he's a good hornist. And that makes him super horny lah ._. Ohya, I left the camp earlier for SP concert! How noble can I be man! I even miss my own concert performance lor. Tsk! I shall post more pictures about Band Tutti in next post :D I got alot to blog about the camp lor. So stay tuned okay? OHYA! SAXO WON THE ENSEMBLE! (: HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY~~~~~  Wednesday night is good. SP concert is so amazing. It is definitely worth my 12bucks. Tell you what. All the soloist are like @#$%^&* good can. Especially the saxophonist with Imagine. Gosh, save me! His saxo tone is so damn charming lah. *Dreamland* Third Symphony really inspired me to play well lor. I mean if other band can do it, why cant we right? There's lots of tenor solo lor. I want play!!! It is such a pity that I didnt took great photos with Serybaba! SO SADDDDDDDDDDDD! She is so preetaye that day lah! Here's Third symphony. Check them out man. It's really amazing! Thursday, December 11, 2008
what a biatch I am so sad. Holiday is coming to the end. I wanna cry. I dont wanna go to school. School is a biatch. Damn, I think I am having PMS. I feel like ranting at people lor. I feel so grumphy. I dunno why. I feel like so auntie man. Grrrrrr. Who cares lah :D Lists of biatch-things I can never understand.
Man, I sound so damn auntie and annoying lah. I'm feeling so pissed lor. Hope the tchoukball team will win tomorrow. And I am happy cos I can see Grace, WX, lex, BJ, QS tomorrow. Wkakaka, never seen them for like biatch times lah. Blame on my tight schedule lah. This holiday fly like biatch lah. It's damn fast lor.
And since I haven completed my homework, I have to give outings with my friends a miss and bring my homework for holiday. Like wtf, do on plane -.- Stupid, what to do? I wasted one week at home doing nothing lah. Come back from Hongkong very tired, keep sleeping. Help! Life can be a biatch at times man seriously. Labels: biatch life Monday, December 08, 2008
goodbye, bad stuff 08  24 more days to 2009, I dread. The idea of 2009 coming in 34560 minutes already send me to pee in my pants. 34560 minutes dont seem long. You, doing your big business including wiping your backside need at least 10minutes. Unless you tell me you dont clean your backside. Back.  I am scared of 2009(holistic GCE Ordinary level papers). Because 2009, I have to mug like super geek for the certificate. I want to finish the damn paper as soon as possible for god sake. Every teenager in Singapore have to cross this path. It is part of your future. One of the main reason of me fearing the paper is because I screw my sec3 work. I think I am a sucker. I haven touch book, I am feeling so guilty. My confidence feel like being crashed for whatever reasons. I can no longer be as positive as before. I feel like peeing in my pant now. For some reason, I feel relieved. Not trying to be supersticious or what but my deceased grandfather told me that I can enter a JC in some ways(ask me personally). What matters most is not about the can-go-JC part. It is that he actually believed that I can score well for L1R5. He believed that I can pursue my dream, making them reality. I feel closer to my dream, but somehow I am afraid. I am afraid to dream, sometimes I lose the drive in me. This must stop. It is time to say goodbye to the stinky negative stuff.  Never give up. Change the thinking and the way of living. Be fearless in your drive and take immediate, massive, repeated action and will never give up until you can live your dream. Be the main actress of your life.  I can do it, I can do it. I will prove you peeple wrong.  Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Back, missing, searching  Well frankly speaking, I do miss Hongkong. Even though I went there for many times, but it seems like this trip hold uncomparable memories to the previous trip. I miss alot of thing which I dont know how to put it to words. Well, got to get over it. Photos perhap tomorrow. I'm lazy. And I dont want Juxiang and Yamamoto Yousuke to die early in Little Nyonya. I mean is like hey c'mon is only freaking EIGHT episodes and both of them dies?! They deserved happy ending what. Tsk! What kind of bloody ending is it? I want to protest. I want them to have happy ending. Grrrrrr! It had been so long that I actually get so aggigated by drama series. Roarrrrrrrrs!
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