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I think I'm still awake. It's 1.04am, Tuesday morning. Fine, literally I blogged on monday. I dont know why, I just have an urge to blog. I am supposed to like do the graduation slide and my session gift and I am right here blogging. I think I lose my focus alright but whatever, I need to blog. I have tons to blog. Yes, I got many things to blog before anything slipped off my mind and I cant track it back anymore.


I got so much thing to talk and now I forgot. Give me a moment to think.

Ohyes, band. I realised I like to talk about band. I wonder if it bored my readers. But I dont care for the time being, cause I am talking about serious matter. I dont care if I offended anyone cause I seriously need to rant at someone and my blog is the only place I can rant at cause he wont get offended. I didnt know things can get so serious. I wonder if the rest know but things are getting abit off-hand? I think the sec3s know what I'm talking about.

We need a gold more than we want a gold.

Whatever. What Wenxiang said is right, JVCB is never gonna make it if we dont practice. So practice people, be hardworking. Stop pushing blame on other humans although it may seem like she is more faulty. Whatever. JVCB need a gold and we diedie need a gold. Gosh, the consequences is dreadly. I dont ever want to think about it. I'm scared, seriously I am. I dont want JVCB to fall cause I love the band.

I really love the band, the old band. Let me emphasize, the OLD band. I think I will cried on graduation man. The fact that the seniors are leaving us again dread me. It means that the NEW band will be establized. Urgh. Sad to say, Farhan and Khaiseng's word is so damn right. We nee to work it out. We gonna to work this out. We are JVCB but somehow, people make it more like JVMB. I finally understand how the spammer in the blog feel.

You see, JVCB is JVCB. We are a concert band. I know discpline is essential but a concert band should not have too much "pressure". We are supposed to be fun people. A group of people who love music, who believe in music, who create music. Not standing under the sun and do formation blah blah. Discpline is of course a factor but I dont think serving punishment is a way to input discpline into members. Come on, they never go for the NCO camp. I dont think they can adapt to Dband's style. And we cannot use Dband way to manage the band. Dband is Dband. JVCB is JVCB. I repeated. It is JurongvilleCONCERTBAND.

I'm disapointed lah. What can I do? I am just an ordinary welfare leader, I have to listen to my upper authority. So what to do? I am certainly clueless about that. I can just only prayed hard that things will go alright.

I suddenly miss the traitior, Syazwan. His baritone is goddamn good can? And look at the one playing it now. For the time being, big difference. But please lah people. Give her time okay, I know she can do it. Please dont be prejusticed can? And if you think she sucks at it(for the time being maybe), you may give it a try then. You think is easy to transfer from a small/light flute to big instrument like Baritone? Stop being naive then, losers. Fyi, my junior can tune at the right pitch hor. You can ask the rest and she is definitely not disgracing the saxophonists. Although I remained silent, but I does not mean that I got nothing to say. It is just becuase I dont want to shoot right infront of you and at that point of time, I am playing with the guitar. So please, if you wanna gossip, go somewhere else without my presence. So I wont hear no devil and I wont rant. Thank you very much.

Oh, did I mention that I got excellent tutor? Yes, indeed, He's Mr Terry Tan. Hahah yah, that so-called handsome tutor. Hey, he is good okay. During the saturday tutorial, we did not even touched the saxes. I think we spend like 2 hours talking?! And his talk really inspired me. It brought me further down to think, why the hell I join band. At first yes, because of cca point. But now if I am given another chance to choose another cca, it will be band. The reason being, I like music. No more because of cca point.


If a tutor can make his student feel all these, I think he is not just any ordinary tutor but a friend. A wise one. I am looking forward to his lesson next two weeks.



I feel japanese today. I think I look like a japanese. I aint joking. I think I'm a mixed blood. I gonna check my family tree. Hey, people did ask me if I am a japanese before okay? I was in a japanese craze today I dont know why either. The japanese hormone in my body are raging. rofl. I can be more random than this. But I really feel japanese today. I speak with japanese accent. Wakaka. Lame. Ohyes, I think I will pass my physics with flying colour. Kill me if I dont. And I did an very stupid biology practical today. Very stupid. Oh, I score 17.5/20 for geography. It had been decades man. My last A1 was during sec2 EOY. And I had being failing/tyco pass this year. I still prefer Sharifah.

Anyway, why the hell Jvsian like Pearl Delight and the duck rice stall next beside it. Urgh. Band/3A clique had being pulling me to the duckrice stall or Pearl Delight every band day. Hey, It's very inhealthy yo. High fat(cheese), high sugar(bubbletea), high chloestrol(duck), high salt content(cupnoodle)(fries). Yo, how unhealthy can that be. And and I got 1 strains of WHITE hair. Shit, the classroom I am in now is f(uck)ing hot. I repeated is f(uck)ing hot. I bathe 2 times a day. Please, save the earth. I think before the Earth dies, I will be dead. Reason due to melting.

I want shopping. I repeated. I want shopping. I want spend money(Eileen's slogan). I want shopping. But when? ): After Cross country, maybe. Cause I need to prepare for grad which I am very unwilling cause it takes up my afternoon to go shopping. During National Day, maybe. Cause I am not a (very)devoted singaporean who stays in singapore to celebrate her 43th years of independence. I might be in malaysia spulgring on fashion. Moma said that a grand shopping is opened and Topshop is there(grins). Wkakaa. I need to clarify some stupid mindset of girls. Who say chinatown only have auntie stuff? I think chinatown got more fashionable studd than your wardrobe -.-

It is almost 3. I need to sleep. Bye. I hope you reader will read everything cuase I bloodyhell spend 2 hours typing. Thank you very much.

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