Sunday, July 13, 2008
3:52 PM

Yo. I'm damn worn off this week. Actually, it's pretty endurable :D I love to be worn off with busy schcules that makes me go lala and I wont get distracted easily. I'm very elated with myself. For perserving. For what? (:
First, I can survive without money :D
I wanted to save money for a great shopping spree and hence I didnt bring ANY money to school. I save about 45 dollar a week and it is not only for this week. I did this for like three weeks? O.o! Wakaaka! money, mONEY, MONEY! You must be wondering how I survived right? (:
All thanks to my moma! She sacrifices her beauty sleep just to wake up every morning to cook delicious packlunch for me to bring to school everyday! You see, is EVERYDAY. To me, she is the best and noblest (is there any words like this?) mother in the world. I dont think Singaporean mummy will do this lor. (Yes, trying to show off :D) Everybody is jealous of the food I ate everyday. (GRINS) Ask my classmates! :D I love my mum absolutely. Even Winanto said I've grown up alot. Thank buddy! Thank for the previous advices you gave me. I will cherish them. Urgh, yes! I love my mum!
Secondly, I can survive without fatty foods.
Shut up, okay? I know you will be laughing like nobody business. -.- But I really really endure when I see those fried food okay? Everybody know I'm a hungry person that go gaga over food. For what you may be wondering. Okay, I'm on diet o.O! Yes, I want to maintain the weight after I came back from Phillipines. (Marcus Cheng, WATCH OUT) and ya, I wanna get slimmer. Which girls dont want to be slim like duh -.- (Shut up, tico! I'm not those balanced one) I want to get into the ideal range of 47 to 50kg. (: 2 more kgs of fats to be burnt -.-
Thirdly, I STUDY! :D
I've confidence in this time Physics test. (: YES, I HAVE! I really studied for it okay? (Not trying to show off) I hope my effort will be seen and appreciated. I used to dislike Physics seriously and I got a pathetic F9 for it? Urgh! Thus, I'm gonna to work hard for myself and my moma and popa. I want them to be proud of me.
Okay, end of story. Next, on Rebellious Wilson.
Gosh, talking about him make my heart go crazy. He must be in the so called rebelious stage. I dunno okay? He is not like this in the past. The good mommy boy is now turning to big bad boy. Okay, he's still small in size. But yes, his mindset and ways of thinking is so damn wrong. I have concluded that he is addicted to MapleStory and he can make a din in the house when my moma dont let him play. (Screw the creater of MapleStory) You know the worst things is he dont do his works when he didnt get to play. He used this to threaten my moma -.- So lame isnt it? Boys nowaday. Haiyer! I'm speechless about him lah. My moma told me that I used to be like him in the past, rebelious. Looking back in the past makes my tears fall when I recalled how I used to treat my moma and popa and how stupid and immatured I can be in past. Home is the nicest place you can be. I'm serious and certainly sincern about it. This is a place where you can be your real self when you put down the mask you wore everyday. This is a place when true love and care shows. In the past, I used to treat home like hotel, a place where I sleep. Omg, I feel like crying. That's why I dont go out so often like last time. I want to spend more time at home with my moma and popa. (: And yes, later dinner with them WHICH MEANS SHOPPING (:
One last thing, band.
I'm yes, speechless. I dont want baritone sax.
I hate myself for not giving it a try. I hate myself for being a coward. But, please. Dont force myself. I cant bring myself to overcome this.
bye. I love Ituka Toma. Sorry lah, I go yaya over hot guys (:
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