Friday, July 18, 2008
what a bitch.
11:26 PM
Junrong aka good friend and best partner in class (:This week is a tired week, I must say.
First thing, projects are driving me peanuts.
But I love the final product of my HMT project. My group is one of the better one among the five group ;DDDD Come on, we spend three night on it okay? And I'm still struggling my way through Geography project. (Opps, I haven ever started on it and the due day is actually today :/) And the upcoming LV project on resilience. My group haven started on that, like please. My presentation is in Term4. -.- I want to score as much as I can in the HMT project. I'm determined to score well for it! Go go!
Second thing, tests!
Had chemistry and Amaths class test this week. I think I'll flunk for both paper. Because I dont have enough time to prepare for the test. I'm so worn out on wednesday and thursday. Wednesday, I have to rush my HMT project and I only study abit on mole concept. Thursday, I was at first confidence about the paper cos mole concept(excluding calculation for tiltration) is rather easy so I happily set for the test. Do, do, do suddenly TLL said 15 more min. I freaked out totally cos I'm only at the 2nd page. I quickly proceeded to the third pages and started to do. Do do do, suddenly she say 5 min. I was at my last question and I DIDNT READ PROPERLY! I MISS OUT THE MAIN POINT OF THE QUESTION! THE FUCKING 72DMcube!And there goes my innocent 3 marks! ): I'm very mad with myself lor, is not like I dunno how to do or whatever shitty ass, I know how to do leh. URGH! Amaths is totally disastereous, I tell you! I screwed up the whole paper cos I prepared (abit) of it only. I'm freakingly tired after band mah. Even though it's not an excuse, but yes I'm very tired. How to study when you are tired -.- Gosh, the second part of question ! I was enlightened by some fairygodmother at the last few minute and I started to pen down my working and NLY said Time up. So not fair, 3B took 45 minutes for the test lah -.- and we have only 30 minutes. DO YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE! Please, 15 minutes really make a BIG difference okay, in terms of marks that can scored within the 15 minutes! I'm going to protest! NOT FAIR!
I am rather disappointed in myself for this week. Basically every friday is my reflection for the week, do you realised I blog every friday? Fine, you dont. Okay, back. I'm disappointed lah! For not perserving. I was not as prepared as I was for the Physics test and I scored well, you know ): Urgh! I'm determined to score well for my class test~!
Thirdly, band.
I'm again disappointed. No, sad is the right word. I'm sad, very sad. Jvcb is not like this in the past. I dont know what happened, but the Jvcb I knew is not like this. I really miss the sec4 seniors. They are the one who makes the differences in my 2 years in the main band. Please, bananas. Please, go and reflect on yourself. Please. I'm utterly speechless. And the performance is tomorrow. Pray hard that everything goes well tomorrow.
Today went out with Grace. Good, I like. Long time ever since I had a full blast of what I really feel deep down in my heart. F shiok, you know :D
I want to go out! I'm freaking sad. I want to meetup with friends. But no time. F band took my beautiful saturday morning away. What an asshole. I started to dislike band. I WILL GO OUT ONE WEEKEND. But not this week ): Urgh
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