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Saturday, July 26, 2008
     I guess I'm looking forward for every friday. Oh, today is a saturday. I dunno why either, I just love friday. Yesterday was fun. Although I dont like morning band as I need to wake up freaking early just to catch the bus at the perfect timing just not to be late but because of my baby, I have to pull myself off the bed just to meet him. In case you dont know, he is Mr. Tenor Sax 922. I think I fell deeply in love with him and because of him, I teared and which lead me to another topic I want to talk about. Yes, today. Saturday, is not my day. Bloody. I teared alot today because of Mr Tenor Sax 922 in front of the whole band. I dont want to leave him, I seriously dont want. Please DONT break us up. It is not easy to get together in the first place. Why the hell cant you ask others to play? My junior say she wanna play leh. -.- Whatever. I'm NOT going to play the baritione saxophone. The band might think I'm selfish or crybaby for what. But please, think. Put yourself in my shoes and think. Fine, I dont think you people get it cos you people are not me, you dont know what is the feeling like because you are not the one who is changing instrument. Urgh, irritating. I dont wish to make anymore comment about this. It totally ruined my mood now. Band today is average. I started to develope the longlost passion back for the band. I dont know why I lose the passion, because of study? Yes, abit. But it is not the main reason. I dont know, I thin is because of the eff-ing baritone thingy. Fuck. Anyway back, yes amazing, perhap I'm enlightened by Mrs. C's words. She inspired me to play well and make me determined to strike for a gold for the band and make history. Afterall, we are JVCB. I believe WE CAN DO IT, RIGHT BANANAS? I managed to survive after 21 rounds of running around the netball court. Good stamina, I guess (widesmile) Tutoring is good, I like although the tutor is not handsome at all when Mrs.C say he is and freakingly make me so excited today. Now I know flying high better. He said I'm not suitable for baritione (widewidewidesmile). Because I'm not steady enough, I tend to rush my note. See, I'm just not fated to play the baritone. Mrs.C: Saxophone, you got a very handsome tutor to tutor you. Bloody shit, this sentence make me go like woah at first. Handsome. Guys play saxophone are freaking zai/handsome/charming/whatever-you-can-think-of okay. And I started bitching/showing off to the clarinestists and flautists about my handsome tutor. Haha, they went crazy also. But when we see the handsome tutor, I was stunt or rather stupefied. H-A-N-D-S-O-M-E~! Whatever, afterall he's a great tutor lor and be jealous about it :D Ohya, I started to admire guys who know how to play piano. O.o Blah, enough of band. And and, JVCB Sec3 are performing for 1st Asian Shooting Championship at Yishun Safra. Come support yozx :D I kinda like this week (minus away the baritone thingy) Because all the effort I put in is not wasted. I managed to get the best project award for Hmt. That freaking powerpoint took me 3 days okay? 29 slides and the thing is that, Mr.S is going to review it :D (Sha-wal :D). The another thing is that, I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY! WAKKAKAKAAKAKAKAAK! 14/20! Omfg, eh everybody know that I sucks at chemistry and got a pathetic F9 for it during MYE okay. And I managed to get a A2 for this time. I'm so freaking happy okay. I only failed one chemistry class test ever since January and now it is the second time. Omfg, I cant find the right word to describe the feeling lah. Fine, you people might be think why the hell I make a big fuss because I failed my chemistry for the second time. Well, you can choose to scream your head off and I will show you a big beamy smile. Yes, I'm going to work harder for my sciences now not neglecting my maths. My maths seems to deprove lor, I forgot all the previous chapters of Amaths. Gosh, cannot cannot. I must buck up. I'm going to prove to everybody that me, MANDYCHEONG is going to score well in her studies! I'm going to prove to YOU that I will go into a JC! And yes, I will. Okay, I got to do my homework and study for physics. I seriously dont like the so called new ways of teaching which is lab class. Urgh, me no like (physics) lab class becuase it make me dozing off to lalaland. See, and now I got to study myself -.- Whatever, I need to do my homework and study. Damn it, I need my studying pill/medicine/tablet/liquid/blahblah as I dont have the mood. Freaking hella. And I got no time to do tomorrow as I will be out for SP concert with my pretty saxes. Huiwen and Cherry said I missed out alot of good stuff because I didnt go for the botanic garden performances, performed by the GOLD band. What the hell, they say there's many many tenor solo. Bloody shit. Whatever. Tomorrow will be more as there's a saxohone ensemble :D HOT GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSS~! Anyway, next friday will be shopping spree after Cross Country with Grace and somemore (I dunno who) at town. Yeah, I'm again very happy. I'm not going to let the stupid baritone thingy to spoil my beautiful mood. I'm going stay firm on my stand, and I will. Yes, I received my certifitate of Merit for the NUS Geography okay, bye! Tag hor! :D  WOW! I'm so amazed by your stupidilty :D How dumb are you be WORZX! Attempt to use my hamandan and brother's name and end up like a freaking loser. (Claps man) You try to break up me and Haman/WX ar? What a pity WORZX, you failed. Please lah hor, GET A LIFE! Want spam also use real name lah. AIYOZXZX pity you lor worzx :D People like you are better off dead man. I cant be bothered with stupid people like YOU, LOSER. Thursday, July 24, 2008
 Happy birthday, GRACE! I LOVE YOU LAH. THANK FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND AND I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST YO :D Stay happy and cheerful yeah. okay, bye :D I shall blog tomorrow!
Monday, July 21, 2008
 yo. I love subcrew. i want many many many many many subcrew. it's freakingly expensive yo. this cap costs more than 80bucks(heartpain) but it's worth it please. i like :D i still want many many many many many many many subcrew. grant me with one swing of your wand, fairymoma(s) fine, it's so unrealistic. popamoma, please tag along during my crazy shopping spree next time yo? yes, sound more practical now. SUBCREW! FINGERCLOTXX! X-LARGE! STAGE! COMME DES GARCONS! no more mango, f21, topshop :D please, every(girls) is wearing this lor, freaking common now. i will tell you how much i love subcrew. next time perhap. i love surcrew. Sunday, July 20, 2008
 dope is cool. I dont mean the drugs. I mean the word. I want a "We fuck the fakeshit" cap. I demand more tops in my wardrobe! I want shopping, not blogshopping ): fairygodmother(s), spare me with more time pretty please? Now I know, people change when they have status or fame or power. They are pathetic losers. I used to have a friend not now anymore. i miss the old you, friend. Friday, July 18, 2008
what a bitch.  Junrong aka good friend and best partner in class (:This week is a tired week, I must say. First thing, projects are driving me peanuts. But I love the final product of my HMT project. My group is one of the better one among the five group ;DDDD Come on, we spend three night on it okay? And I'm still struggling my way through Geography project. (Opps, I haven ever started on it and the due day is actually today :/) And the upcoming LV project on resilience. My group haven started on that, like please. My presentation is in Term4. -.- I want to score as much as I can in the HMT project. I'm determined to score well for it! Go go! Second thing, tests! Had chemistry and Amaths class test this week. I think I'll flunk for both paper. Because I dont have enough time to prepare for the test. I'm so worn out on wednesday and thursday. Wednesday, I have to rush my HMT project and I only study abit on mole concept. Thursday, I was at first confidence about the paper cos mole concept(excluding calculation for tiltration) is rather easy so I happily set for the test. Do, do, do suddenly TLL said 15 more min. I freaked out totally cos I'm only at the 2nd page. I quickly proceeded to the third pages and started to do. Do do do, suddenly she say 5 min. I was at my last question and I DIDNT READ PROPERLY! I MISS OUT THE MAIN POINT OF THE QUESTION! THE FUCKING 72DMcube!And there goes my innocent 3 marks! ): I'm very mad with myself lor, is not like I dunno how to do or whatever shitty ass, I know how to do leh. URGH! Amaths is totally disastereous, I tell you! I screwed up the whole paper cos I prepared (abit) of it only. I'm freakingly tired after band mah. Even though it's not an excuse, but yes I'm very tired. How to study when you are tired -.- Gosh, the second part of question ! I was enlightened by some fairygodmother at the last few minute and I started to pen down my working and NLY said Time up. So not fair, 3B took 45 minutes for the test lah -.- and we have only 30 minutes. DO YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE! Please, 15 minutes really make a BIG difference okay, in terms of marks that can scored within the 15 minutes! I'm going to protest! NOT FAIR! I am rather disappointed in myself for this week. Basically every friday is my reflection for the week, do you realised I blog every friday? Fine, you dont. Okay, back. I'm disappointed lah! For not perserving. I was not as prepared as I was for the Physics test and I scored well, you know ): Urgh! I'm determined to score well for my class test~! Thirdly, band. I'm again disappointed. No, sad is the right word. I'm sad, very sad. Jvcb is not like this in the past. I dont know what happened, but the Jvcb I knew is not like this. I really miss the sec4 seniors. They are the one who makes the differences in my 2 years in the main band. Please, bananas. Please, go and reflect on yourself. Please. I'm utterly speechless. And the performance is tomorrow. Pray hard that everything goes well tomorrow. Today went out with Grace. Good, I like. Long time ever since I had a full blast of what I really feel deep down in my heart. F shiok, you know :D
I want to go out! I'm freaking sad. I want to meetup with friends. But no time. F band took my beautiful saturday morning away. What an asshole. I started to dislike band. I WILL GO OUT ONE WEEKEND. But not this week ): Urgh Tuesday, July 15, 2008
warning: you might not be happy what i post. you wanna commented, i'll be available for further clarifications. i'm mandy from 3a. To fiona u: yeah, I won the best female awards. go and laugh your ass out and die of laughter. i will really wanna see how you laugh your ass out. screwed that biatch. Okay, this is how it goes. I was happily friendster-hopping and landed up in Hafiz's friendster. So I happily went to view his JVCB album and I happily saw the picture of the prize winner of NCO camp. And I scrolled down and I see her comment on that photo. It goes like this. Zany: mandy won what Volcom: best female camper ! out of da four bands yaw! hahaha Fiona: lmao. just so you know, i dont hold grudge and i already forget everything about the previous incident. and i have become very neutral to her but now yes, i am very very angry. i cannot stand people being so sarcastic and as if they can get. she wanna suan, suan in front of me lah. damn lor. i know it is silly or dumb to post it on blog but i dont give a fucking damn about it. i'm not gossiping or talking bad behind people's back. if i were, i will not post it on blog where everybody is accessible to it. i am responsible for the entry i post so i'm seriously not afraid of what people think. fcuk Sunday, July 13, 2008
 Omg. Isnt he adorable? Yes! He's Ikuta Toma who acts as Natskasu in Hana Kimi (Jap V). I'm telling you that the Japanese version is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nicer than the Taiwanese Version. Toma and Shun is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hotter than Jiro Wang and Wuzun. And and and the supporting actors in the Japanese Version is hot hot hot especially the Dorm head 2. (drooling) Okay mandy, shut up? Let those photos talk.         is this convincing enough? I got more and it's all moving one. (happyhappy) So watch okay? MUST WATCH HUR. roflmao.  Yo. I'm damn worn off this week. Actually, it's pretty endurable :D I love to be worn off with busy schcules that makes me go lala and I wont get distracted easily. I'm very elated with myself. For perserving. For what? (: First, I can survive without money :D I wanted to save money for a great shopping spree and hence I didnt bring ANY money to school. I save about 45 dollar a week and it is not only for this week. I did this for like three weeks? O.o! Wakaaka! money, mONEY, MONEY! You must be wondering how I survived right? (: All thanks to my moma! She sacrifices her beauty sleep just to wake up every morning to cook delicious packlunch for me to bring to school everyday! You see, is EVERYDAY. To me, she is the best and noblest (is there any words like this?) mother in the world. I dont think Singaporean mummy will do this lor. (Yes, trying to show off :D) Everybody is jealous of the food I ate everyday. (GRINS) Ask my classmates! :D I love my mum absolutely. Even Winanto said I've grown up alot. Thank buddy! Thank for the previous advices you gave me. I will cherish them. Urgh, yes! I love my mum! Secondly, I can survive without fatty foods. Shut up, okay? I know you will be laughing like nobody business. -.- But I really really endure when I see those fried food okay? Everybody know I'm a hungry person that go gaga over food. For what you may be wondering. Okay, I'm on diet o.O! Yes, I want to maintain the weight after I came back from Phillipines. (Marcus Cheng, WATCH OUT) and ya, I wanna get slimmer. Which girls dont want to be slim like duh -.- (Shut up, tico! I'm not those balanced one) I want to get into the ideal range of 47 to 50kg. (: 2 more kgs of fats to be burnt -.- Thirdly, I STUDY! :D I've confidence in this time Physics test. (: YES, I HAVE! I really studied for it okay? (Not trying to show off) I hope my effort will be seen and appreciated. I used to dislike Physics seriously and I got a pathetic F9 for it? Urgh! Thus, I'm gonna to work hard for myself and my moma and popa. I want them to be proud of me. Okay, end of story. Next, on Rebellious Wilson. Gosh, talking about him make my heart go crazy. He must be in the so called rebelious stage. I dunno okay? He is not like this in the past. The good mommy boy is now turning to big bad boy. Okay, he's still small in size. But yes, his mindset and ways of thinking is so damn wrong. I have concluded that he is addicted to MapleStory and he can make a din in the house when my moma dont let him play. (Screw the creater of MapleStory) You know the worst things is he dont do his works when he didnt get to play. He used this to threaten my moma -.- So lame isnt it? Boys nowaday. Haiyer! I'm speechless about him lah. My moma told me that I used to be like him in the past, rebelious. Looking back in the past makes my tears fall when I recalled how I used to treat my moma and popa and how stupid and immatured I can be in past. Home is the nicest place you can be. I'm serious and certainly sincern about it. This is a place where you can be your real self when you put down the mask you wore everyday. This is a place when true love and care shows. In the past, I used to treat home like hotel, a place where I sleep. Omg, I feel like crying. That's why I dont go out so often like last time. I want to spend more time at home with my moma and popa. (: And yes, later dinner with them WHICH MEANS SHOPPING (: One last thing, band. I'm yes, speechless. I dont want baritone sax. I hate myself for not giving it a try. I hate myself for being a coward. But, please. Dont force myself. I cant bring myself to overcome this. bye. I love Ituka Toma. Sorry lah, I go yaya over hot guys (:
Monday, July 07, 2008
 Aloha! roflmao. I love Ituka Toma. Shall elaborate more next time :DSunday, July 06, 2008
.JPG) I look freaking dumb here -.- I haven touched all my freaking homework. Today is a freaking sunday. Cos I freakingly need to finish my freaking homework. And homework freaks me out. Urgh -.- Saturday, July 05, 2008
 Oh hi, I changed my font. Sunny today :D School's good. I'm processing quite well in school which is something to be proud of. Roflmao. I think I deserved some rewards for being resilience. Wow, big word huh. Yesh, I'm proud to say that I work hard for what I want. I give my best shot in whatever I do. I can proudly say I done my best. Hmmm, abit off topic? Nevermind. Omg, O level MT oral is just next wednesday. True enough, I'm abit nervous. But I got confidence lah. MT Oral is my pro, somehow for people who is chatty? Yes, I'm chatty :D Oh yes, band. I got quite alot to talk about. So bear with me. I was shifted down to Baritone. Damned! I'm still thinking whether to take up this so called new challenge. Urgh. Deep down my heart, it says no. To be frank, I dont want! I want my tenor! But who is going to play the baritone who have solo at the first few bars. And the rest is bore. -.- Oh my, somebody tell me what to do! It's my last year taking part in syf leh. Why cant you people trained the Sec one to play. They're Sec TWO next year and there's still NINE months to SYF. Please dont tell me stuffs like they cannot play because they have not enough air because THEY HAVE NINE MONTHS TO TRAIN UP THEIR BREATHING! I seriously think that is not fair for me. Serious. Why everybody say the Sec one which by right turning Sec two next year cannot play? Playing an instrument is not about experiences and seniority. Yes, I am senior. So? So it means I have to play the baritone lah. Isit? Please, think. But I cant help giving in man. Urgh! Yes, I'm noble. I know I cannot be selfish. It's considering about the whole band. Yes, I'm easily soft hearted. Haissss, people! Tell me lah, how to fight? One side of me is saying,"Come on, give a try." Another side is saying,"You want your tenor right? So fight for it lah!" Bloody shit. Fucking bloody shit. Spoiled my sunny mood only. Tsk. My god, I just realised I have not eaten KFC and LJS for centuries! And I HAVE NOT GONE TO ANY SHOPPING SPREE FOR MAY AND JUNE AND JULY! And I managed to survive. Oh, unbelievable. Nevermind! One more week to go and I can shopping like eff crazy! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO! Vivo, Orchard, Bugis, Outram. Topshop, Mango, F21, Vinatge couture! I got many many many things to buy and left with many many many money to spend. WAKAKAKA! Hey, I didnt go for shopping spree for three months leh. Of course left with alot of revenues lah :D Yes, I'm still materialistic. Many many tops :DDDDDD OH YES, Did I ever mentioned that I have soft spot for guys who wear black frame specs?! My Alex turner wore that. AHAHAHA! I can feel my knee melting. Okay, bye! Stop here. Once upon a time, Peanut butter :D
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
 down. I'm feeling terribly down ): urgh!
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
     yo :D Dont look forward for my entries because I dont think I'll be updating often. No particular reasons. Partly because I'm lazy? Hahs, EXCUSE. To be frank, yes! I'm lazy to update :X Hmmm, yes! There's about all (: And I'm doing well, people. I'm now physically changed? In term of colour and size? HAHA! Colour will be I'm tanned now. Hot right? CHEH! But sadly I'm not EVENLY tanned. Damned, it looks kinda gross man. SERIOUS. (When you are NOT EVNLY tanned) Size will be I got slimmer (: WAKAKA! Not much lah, abit only ^^ abit4 kg?! But I gotta control lah. Haha! I'm a hungry person ): LOLS! And I made new friends (: From Philliphines and other parts of Singapore. Mostly from Deyi Military Band. I must say that their performance is really effing zai. SERIOUS! haha! DMB got funny people lah. People like HBB -.- That noob. Edward and Chenfang. Fun people, luckily ;D OKAY! I'll stop here. BYEBYE! (:
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