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Thursday, May 15, 2008
holycowdung man! Today is a eff-ing mama BAD day. I regretted giving back Jiajun's spongebob to him luh make me more unlucky only. Tsk! whatever. Okay, I swear I will buck up on Amaths, Geography and Chemistry and Physics.! Gosh, I know I'm not gonna do well this MYE. I knew it luh, as in is predictable. This MYE, I had being going late for Geo ad and ended up very tired when I reach home. Damn okay? And yeah, I use the wrong studying techniques this time round. Gosh, I try using what my mum think is good, waking up at in the middle of the night to study:/ Because she loves to tell me, "Bee ah, you must learn from "her", she's a very obedient girl (yeah, as if). She wake up at 3 plus to study. You use the wrong study technique already". Since she say I use the wrong method, I use the so-called right method of her, sleep when I'm tired. 3 plus wake up and study! Tsk! And I ended up getting sucky result. I failed my geography. O.o! Okay, is predictable luh! I'm mugging on biology that day. (: Hope I got high expectation for biology. Amaths! Damn it, I got a botherline pass only lor. Kinda disspointing luh D; Higher MT! I got pretty good for paper2, an A2 but eff-ing paper1 pull my everything down to a pathetic B4. D; GOSH! THINK FOR THE BRIGHT SIDE, GIRL! IT IS NOT YET CONFIRMED! ;D TEACHER HAVEN GO THROUGH. ;D I guess I'm deceiving myself. tsktsk, I dunno why man. I really feel so defeated this time round. So many people are catching up and yet I'm not improving and worst deproving. I guess it's really something to do with attitude luh. D; I must be MORE HARDWORKING this time lah. I really feel so defeated when my result get lower than durain. I dunno why, I feel damn uncomfortable luh. Her amaths eff-ing good sia, this time round she really shocked me luh. she gonna 50 plus. I used to think that she is weak in her maths and now omg, she's making a tremendous improvement and I still lagging at the same old pathetic track making no improvement but deprovment. Gosh, mandycheong! slap yourself hard man! Stop being so eff-ing arrogant lah! Term 3! I swear I'll make a comeback!
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