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Saturday, May 31, 2008
NCOs POP @ Deyi (II)    Hah! Me marching off with that thingy! -.-       All NCOs of the 4 bands ;D    With trainers ;DD  JVCB! :DDDD  The undercoveries! (L to R: BM of DSB, BM of DMB, BM of BLCB, DM of BLCB, DM of JVCB!, DM of DMB, BM of JVCB!, DIC of DSB)  DMs! ;D The end of POP D; I miss all the NCOs! Look forward to graduation day in July D;  Aw, I'm physically hurt ): Yes, I fell down from a bike when I'm in Chek Java, Pulau Ubin having OBS PT(Boonjun, Weiyin, Weiting, Tanhao, Audrey). Nah, is not because I dunno how to ride( for eff-ing god sake, I used to ride to school when I'm in primary school -.-). It's because BoonJun suddenly brake on the down slope and I'm right behind her and I didnt brake much. Due to the sudden brake, I got to brake very hard to stop the bike. But my left right controlling the back wheel is kinda weak and yeah, the front wheel stops the back whell didnt. And the whole bike jeered to the front and I just FLEWWWWWW off the bike and BANG, I'm on the ground with my arms and legscut by the rock, knees with bruises. Fortunately, my face is fine(Phew!)  On the way, on boat (:  
Went to school for PT; to JE lib to do homework and meeting to Cityhall to collect stuff! I seriously need a rest. It seems that everything I assumed is not right. I thought I can hold on. But not anymore. I'm not superman. I need rest. I'm tired. Injuries, aches, sunburnt, bruises, cut and everything. Perhap I overestimated myself. I wasnt as strong as I think I am. Recovers has yet in progress. All injuries! Go and never come back! Thursday, May 29, 2008
     LOLS! Part of the POP (: MORE COMING UP SOON ;D
  Oh, hi people! I'm back :D Back from the combined NCO camp which is Deyi Military Band, Deyi Symphonic Band and Boon Lay Concert band. I just know that the NCOs of JVCB`08 are the FIRST batch to go for the combined camp which is held 6 years ago. O.o! Our seniors didnt go for the last combined camp because of some unknown reason which made us the first batch (: And that made us to have the authority to held the next combined camp :DDDDDD NCO camp is tough. Way tougher than the drill camp last year. I mean, seriously. Although it's tough and tiring, but it's all worth it. Even though we get punished everyday, it's worth it. I think the NCO had done countless of pumps already luh. I still remember day 1, we do hours and hours of drill, counts and counts of punishment. But afterall, we endured. I really love the part when NCOs regardless of different bands encourage each other. I miss the trainers(Utah sir) I miss my group members(Gladiator! DMS: Anna, Kally, Abigail, Kumar, Edward, Yongren DSB: Ee Earn, Pamela, Junyang,Tee Keng, BLCB: Zabir, Nazrynn, Farhan, Ris, Luqman) The food is good! :D DMB drill is eff-ing GOOD! :D NCOs is BEST!! :DDDD Pain is only for a moment, but glory is forever. One thing I learnt from this camp. Hahs! I dunno why lah. But everytime I was about to give up this phrase will come into my mind. And I learn to do better drill?(Like no?) LOLS! And I learn to be brave? The presentation luh! Grrrrr! I also dunno what the hell I doing lah. Then tyco tyco become Best Female Camper. (HAHAHA! I really laughing in my heart sia) . When I heard my name during POP, I'm damn shocked sia. I forgot everything lah, ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING -.- I think everybody is laughing like monkey already luh. HAHA! I'm damn touched luh, my bestie, CHOWHUIWEN actually come to watch my POP!( tears of joy [:) Grrrrrrrr! I miss NCO camp lah! >:) Oh yes, the NCOs from other school are friendly lor. expect for some stucked up :/ I invented some cheatcode(smile) It is absolutely LOL! I think James from bl know it cos yes, he's like next beside me during punishment. Hahaha! Ohyes, I'm toasted due to the hardcore training in camp ): Now my red is eff-ing red? Like apple lidat then my forehead's roasted -.- Skins is tearing off! ): and Deyi is full of insect! My leg is feeded by the mosquitoes! -.- And and and I LOSE 3KG which made me like 49 to 50kg? WAKAKAKA! My leg become muscle already luh and my back aching! -.- But it's all WORTH IT! :D
Yes, take a look at my section (: (I'm waiting for Huadong sir to send me the POP photo -.-, will be uploaded soon ;D ) Monday, May 26, 2008
 Wooooooooooray! On hiatus :D From 27th May to 29 th May; Meanwhile, please keep the blog ALIVE :D Stand up, to fight for our band come on everybody do your part come on everybody with your soul and heart do it for our band do it for our banddd...AR!
 Yes, I pity myself at times. Cos I'm always the one who do all the shit for you. It's raining today, after I had my starbuck. It's freezing cold, and I'm walking under the rain. I pity myself. I really pity me alot. Nobody know how I'm feeling. Why you can have everything? No, you dont. You just have what I dont have. Yes, I should cherish what I have now. At least of admiring people who dont have what I already had. All along, I had been taking every tiny things for granted. I ought to be appreciative. I'll change, for the better. I swear. I feel like a kid, yearning for independence. Isit mama giving alot? For my age? A kid who think she think maturely when she dont. A kid who try to deal with things she cant even managed. I want to grow up, badly. I dont wanna stuck in a 15 year old body and a 5 year old brain. I always think I had already grown up. Nobody should poke their nose in my business. But for now, I want somebody to guide me along this empty path. I dreaded aloneness. This is all grown up faced. It is a fact, a reality. Today, when I try doing everything alone. I realised something. Actually I can do plenty of things myself. I supposed this is what a woman will feel. Everyday, I'm learning. This's a process, for growing up. Amazing. (Yesterday's picture is gross. Haha! ) Saturday, May 24, 2008
 I'm happy, extremely happy. I dont think I can hide my emotion. I just cant stop beaming :D Perhap what Daddy and Marcus's words make my day. That's all. Ohya, daddy bought me a hoodies! (Screams) Few more weeks to OYP: OBS (Scream more) Friday, May 23, 2008
 If only time can reverse, everything will be different, for every step i took, every action i did. for all i know, disappointment and guilty says my heart. i dont want things to turn out that way. the dissapointment in your face, the tears on your eye, the silence you onhold and every emotion you hide it makes me even more upset. it's really very upseting to see your beloved one crying for you, getting worried for you. i feel useless. the disappointment i brought upon is my own action. and why must you suffer for me? i feel breaking down. i just cant stop myself from crying. blame on me. all I wanna say is sorry. sorry for letting you down, sorry for everything, every mistake, every sorrow, every actions that break your heart. i'm sorry. i promise, i'll never do it again. i fell, i cried, i stand.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
 Rats! No more holiday! Apparently, I'm only left with 2 free days for the entire holiday D; but I'm loving it ;D June will be physical training physical training and more physical training. Shed off fats! At least 5 kg man. O.o! OBS Ic meeting is fun. Chaos! ;D I want PT! PT! PT! Band is good! I want drill! drill! drill! it's gonna be the most exciting june holiday I can ever have ;D I know my loyal fan will be missing me D; ily, opps! Wednesday, May 21, 2008
  I love you earth. Dont die (trying hard to be dramatic)The weather is simply unbearable man. I smell like shit when I reached home. I seems like it's getting hotter and hotter day by day. Let talk about geography and sciences. There's too much carbon dioxde in the atmosphere and for all we know, carbon dioxde trap heat. Inresponsible people chopped the tree down and caused global warming. Ah, there's still way loads of methods to contribute to global warming and I'm not posting just in case will learn o.O! (Just in case ;D) So people, stop global warming! Do your part and YOU make a difference ;D And there's drills for NCO tomorrow D; I will really smell like dung tomorrow. So stay away from me. I'm updating all my schcules in my hp. Gosh, I have counted. I REALLY only got like 6 free days during the holiday. So D-E-A-D!-DDDDDD! Now I got to plan how to make FULL use of these 6 days D; First! Give a dye to my hair and getting a trim? Hair grow rather fast as in the thickness and not in length! Asshole! Tsk -.- Second! I got to complete homework and preapre for next term. Subjects like Amaths, Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Geography? I'm not really satisfied with my result this time round! Going to spend 2 days just to study ;DDDD Third! I'm going to go for a GREAT shopping spree! Woots~ I got to stock up for my wardrobe. Got alot of things to buy luh. Need to buy hoodies, floral tube, stripped bf shirt. And i need to walk in people park complex again sia. I cant shop with my parent around. They will nag or disproved the thing i wanna buy -.- this is kinda sad uh. spending 1 full day ;D Fourth! READ! ;D Stocking in more books for reading. I tend to love myself better after reading those sad story of young girls. It teaches me not to take things for granted. It makes me grow up. It really makes me feel ways time loved and cherished. Those pain they go through mentally and physically are really uncomparable to what we THINK is terrible and horrible(and vegatable! I'm trying to be serious okay?) spending 1 day tgt with shopping ;D Left with 2 more days. What to do? ;D Somebody suggests something lame yet funny. Go figure who is it, I'm not telling ;D Anyway, what make a perfect romance? LOLS! I would want my future husband-to-be to propose to me in the mid of the busiest street in orchard and even on mrt or bus. I would absolutely love my future husband-to-be to propose me with 1000 red rose. It's okay without the ring as cash will do the trick best (hehehe!) I would want my future husband-to-be to do stupid thing before I argeed to marry him Oh, how fairytale can it be? It's the singaporean version. HAHAHA! 2 more days to holidays! And obs! ;D Tuesday, May 20, 2008
It's 12.00am, 21/5 (18/5) Tanhao's birthday @ Kbox cineleisure ;D  The birthday guy, on 18/5 only ;D
Self timer 2 ;D
Me & Nat again! Oh, this time with shade ;D
 Lee tung seng ;D
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(19/5) Stephorny's birthday!  The birthday girl, on 19/5 only ;D (WHAT A SHITY PIC! IT'S LAST YEAR PIC)
I kept my promise ;D I finished uploading all the picture I promised to upload ;D Okay, today's a good-bad-idk day. I went to school with fever, flu and headache. Tsk. I failed 3 subjects? O.o! C.H by 3 marks, Physics by 12 marks (O.o! Pathetic!) and Chemistry by 10 marks (At least it's better than physics) Omg, actually I had prepared for the worst already lor. I know I'll flunk for the two science! Tsk! Geog can put up one lah, no worry ;D Okay, 3A has many failure for physics and chemistry lor. Roars.! Got to really buck up lah! x.x! I think I'll tell my parent that this time round I didnt have enough time due to geog ad and I'll promised to do better next time round. I'm eff-ing careless for my maths lor. Actually I CAN SCORE EVEN HIGHER SIA! EFF-ING CARELESS MISTAKE! But, i had to get over it. Like what Junrong said, everyone make mistake. What's important is to LEARN from the mistake and DONT REAPEAT IT AGAIN ;D I did alot of reflection too. And I think I'm motivated to do even better for term 3! ;D Term3! Mchy will be back ;D Ohya, so after chem practical (which I'm totally lost w/o huishi), Natalie and I went to find Stephanie and gangs to cut the cake Wx and Th bought for steph. They gila lah! They actually to buy heels for her(which is kinda appropiciate) but end up didnt cos the chinese dont encourage to give shoe as gift. ;D Then I started the ball rolling by spreading the cream on Wx and yeah, the war started. And I'm ONE OF THE VICTIM! Asshole. I kena face, hair and uniform sia! Cb sia ;X (Omg, sorry ;/)
Then went for obs briefing ;D I'm really super eexcited about the 11 day trip to Cebu, philliphines sia. Omg, there's river trancing, sea expedition, land expedition, painting of the school there, setting a library, performing for the villager there and etc. You see! It's boosting my adventurous sprits. ;D Then dad and mum came to school for another parent briefing regarding obs and we, the children were having discussion at 2A classroom. Huishi and me are in charge of the setting of library o.O! Cool uh? ;D You know what, we have to really starting exercising from now man. Jogging/situp/pullup/climbing of stair and whatever! ;/ Mr tan is gonna organising PT for us man. He mention about jogging from school to macriteche (whatever you spell it) x.x! So dead, isit? After briefing, didnt take dad ride home. Went to bus with Alex, Th and Gwt ;D Gossipped quite alot ;D Gosh, I only have 6 free day during June holiday sia. All filled with camps. 27/5- 29/5 : Nco camp @ Deyi 6/6- 7/6 : Ecology camp -.- 9/6 -10/6 : Sec1 band camp 10/6 -20/6: Obs camp @ Cebu, Philliphines ;DDDDD AND AND BAND PRACTICE! X.X! Must really plan my time well man. I need to catch up on the two eff-ing science x.x! Roars, tomorrow still got NCO briefing and band practice. I miss my sax terribly sia x.x! Okay, good day tomorrow ;D |
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Me & Nat! Gaga smile ;D
The Jiaowei family ;D
Wx making QJ's eye when he sing the "Qian li zhi wai" -.-
He look like Fei Yu Qing ;D
