I'm starting to get pissed off with life man especially this week. Everything is so screwed up, it's just so out of control and everything went out of track. But still in every unhappy thing, there's always a slim sight of happiness in it. ;D I'm a born happist! I believe pouring your unhappiness out by tears is the cure, I mean silencely. Just did abit of crying just now. LOLS! And now, I'm back with a clearer mind ;D

Let start with the BAD thing! When I focus too much on sciences, I dont do well in maths. When I focus too much on maths, i dont do well for maths. I did so badly for my emaths, 14/25. D; The chapter 6, that fucking chapter where we are supposed to self study. Get the fuck out of it, I didnt study for it cos the fucking chapter is absolutely dry and dead. It's about hire purphase and stuff lah. DUNGGGGGGGGG! And like what mrs neo said, I shouldnt push my luck too far, I should have just faithfully do the whole 6a-6h exercise. I thought the test is easy. During the test, I KNOW HOW TO DO! And I'm clueless why am I wrong. damn! { Sorry, mrs neo! I disappointed you. D; } and I let myself down. Why in the first place I didnt study for that chapter, why wHY WHY! ROARSSS! People did so well, and why cant I? The answer is simple. Cos I never study for it. What you sowed is what you get. I finally understand this phrase but luckily I still got another upcoming test on chapter 3&4! and I swear I'm gonna work extreme hard for it, AND I PROMISE!

Amaths test is the totally different case. I study so hard for it. The previous day, I leave band early to go for extra hours of tuition just for the test, I make effort to wake up in the night just to practice more questions. I can just simply went to sleep and wake up at 6.20am but I didnt. The first thing I stepped out of the house at 6.ooam is go through every question I did. On the damn shaking bus, I'm still engaging in my books. I can just dumped everything into my bag and plucked my earpiece into my ear and get engaged with music instead of those stinky books. I skipped recess just to do even more maths. I spend the whole assembly doing even even mre maths and somemore the assembly is so interesting. And yet during the test, everything went to waste. I'm so nervous and my brain went jam. I stunted when I saw the first question. The step is actually so simply. Just subst the 'X' I found from the first equation. =.= DUMB! But the rest is still alright lah. Phew, lucky I study for it or else *deathly consequence* To be frank, I set very high hope for myself and especially for maths. I can heck care when I failed my sciences but I cant when I just merely did badly for maths.

HAPPY thing now! Sciences's the sex now :D Getting more excited in sciences now! WOOOOOOOOOOTS! :D OKay, I should stop academically. Speech day is coming ;D I didnt know what to wear for it. It stated smart casual. o.O! Alah, ANYHOW WEAR LHA! ;D I realised, staying single is the best lah! Serious ;D I just cant stand girls getting attached so fast as in break for few days and suddenly popped out one bf, isit dumb? ;/ Oh, and 3a got the damn cool sitting arrangement. I do not know how to describe lah, but it's to the extend when it can rock your ass out. I'm sitting between peiling and grace. And our row got 5 people. Starting from the left is peiling, me, grace, tiewtian and junrong. Grace and tiewtian is so fun lah! ;D AND AND AND AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS! and ALL OF YOU! YOU GUYS'RE THE COLOUR IN MY LIFE ;D

SAD LAH! There's so many new clothes to wear but there's no chance D; Cos i'm not going out so often like last time. D; 27 more days to 15th ;D AND I HAD ALREADY PLANNED WHAT TO DO.