9:39 PM WOW! I didnt blog for * count finger* 3 DAYS! O.o I did it people! Not touching the com for three days! WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO! Mummy seems proud of me, when I told her I didnt touch the com for 3 days and she praised me ;D saying that i got perserverance! hahs! It is like ages ever since she praised me. Hahs! I blog cos tmrr I got no school ;D COS IT'S A HOLIDAY! Planning to study with YP and pool with mao & xiang and dinner, cos mummy is working night shift tmrr. ;/ I'm not going to blog about the last three days, basically it's like boring? So I'm gonna blog about TODAY!

Mr lam showed us our result for every subject ;/ I'm not very happy with my result seriously although alot of people say is good already. And guess what, our CA is made up of two class tests and I dont think it's fair. I prefer common test lah! RAH! You know, TWO CLASS TESTS DETERMINE MY CA1! Fcuk it right? -.- English, I passed and it's super tyco 50.0 ;D Glad that I passed. Emaths, I scored a A1. ;D I'll cry if I dont do well for maths cos basically Maths is the ONLY subjects I can score. Amaths, I scored a hmmmmmm B3? x.x Badbad, cannot make it lah! I need an A1 for Amaths too! HMT, I scored a B3 too. Still short of the pathetically 0.3 marks to attain a A2! x.x Surprisely, I come in the first position of 3A HMT luh. Super unexpected lah! OMG, and is like only B3! And I'm not happy with it D; Biology, I passed. ;D with super tyco skill too. A 52? cos we only got one class test for biology in term1 ;X LOLS! D; Chemistry, failed! by 2 marks! ROAAR! the first class test, I passed. 10/20 and the second one, I failed by 1 mark? -.- 9/20! Damn it! xx! physics, failed by 5 marks! I really regretted that I didnt study for my class test 1 lah. I score 7/20 and the second one, I passed luh! cos of the first class test, It pushed everything down! TT and overall, I ranked 28th/ 42? 57.8? and it's the FIRST time I'm scoring 50plus for OVERALL!

Gosh, I dropped ALOT! -.- from top 7 in the level to now the pathetic 28th? 4 times?! -.- I know i shouldnt compared my sec2 result with sec3 result basically sec2 & 3 is milky-way WIDE of differences! but this is what my parent do, comparing. x.x! they will compare your previous result with your current result, compare your result with others. It is just too typical. You cant even explain to get them understand, cos what they know to do is to compare. OMG, during the mps, I'll be so dead lah although Mr lam told us not to worry cos he is going to tell our parent that term1 is only a period of adaption and we gonna get used to it. It is quite true lah, I'm gettting used to come home, bath, makan, homework, study and sleep. mummy is gonna carry a black face and nag at me lah. D; she will get upset and disapointed with me. Currently, all my result is still pending. I dunno how to break the new to daddy and mummy luh. They always got high expectations for me and is like I disappointed them alot, I supposed. And I dont think they can completely accept the fact that I scored 5o plus for overall. TT They will say that I spend so much time on blogshop and playing with friends and stuffs lah and definitely do something about it, perhap cut my allowance or banned me from going out? TT

and and I mean I'm not going to make a big fuss over it lah, basically I already planned to ban myself from blogging and com and declining outings with friends or anyone and no more after-school activities like whatever! I'm gonna study, and study and study and study like some geeks and do well for my term2, the mid year! Nic was saying that failing now doesnt matter, cos afterall is your Os that determine everything, your future and whatever you can list. And I think that this is just a way to deceive yourself, getting away from reality. So I'm not going to use that method to comfort myself to make me feel good. I'm going to just plainly STUDY, and no more vainpot! x.x! STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

oh, flying high is nice. Huadong went through the first few part with us. hmmm, the actual speed is 120 but we played at 130? LOLS! And this is not any piece okay, it's the supposely syf piece of 2009! Gosh, gonna train hard for it. I love part B to part D cos it's the saxo's solo! ;D I manage to sightread well cos basically the running notes are scales and the rhymes is simple. There's lots of off beats. Huading say must feel the off beat so he made us breathe on the off beat and play that part like many many time. ;/ It's fun lah, and I love my dearest saxophonists! ;D I think they gonna change the set piece, cos they did that last year. from merry widow to silence hill to into the joy of spring? LOLS! After sessional is combined, played thank you for the music. Damn it, it's beautiful lah. I love my high note part, when it is ONLY ME, THE TENOR playing. Isnt that cool? and the last chorus ;D people, trained hard yeah! I wanna play Thank you for the music, not abaco overtune -.-

and I'm sleepy, so goodbye sweethearts. And tag okay! ;D and and better miss my entries. ;X gonna blog next week, perhap? I dunno ;/

BUCK UP! BUCK UP! I CAN DO IT ;D